I haven’t given it enough time have I feel like on the other hand. If she is in an A I’m ready for action. Problem is I don’t have a way to find out except asking her. Do my feelings make sense. I love her unbelievably. But Im worth more than this. I have screwed up. But I’m a good guy. I’m a really good guy. She knows it. She has told me so. I have just done a crappy job being a well adjusted man. But I’ve gained a lot in that territory.

Anyways I feel confident. I will be just fine whichever way this swings. I want it to swing my way of course. But if it doesn’t I’ll be golden. I’m a good man worth a good woman that is un negotiable. I don’t want to be with someone who doesn’t want me.

My question is..... do I need to prove this to her with better DBing and patience before I Pursue the potential A thing. Because the improvements between us are undeniable. She has been showing the slightest affections. Giving lots of compliments and such. The hugging back popping thing. The hand massage thing. I’m just trying to figure out if I’m being impatient. You guys know what I mean?


Me 32. W. 30
T 10 years M 8
S 8

Bd 5-31-19