Divorce because I betrayed her trust - I regret it

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Yes my therapist and I have discussed this. I've mentioned it a bit further up the thread - it's to do with a fear of failure, low tolerance for whne things go wrong, however small; poor self-esteem; poor body image; not feeling masculine enough.

I am addressing these things with tasks my therapist is setting me. They're working. This in turn is increasing my confidence slowly but surely, and I've not looked at porn for 3 months.