Divorce because I betrayed her trust - I regret it

[DaB35]

Thanks for your reply ovrrnbw.

I've been asked to check the house is tidy for when the estate agents come round on Saturday morning.

Yes I definitely crossed the line re the addiction. The thing is, I think about it now and am *completely* turned off by the very idea of going on those sites now. This is making it much easier to stay off them! It's actually not even entered my head for ages now.

When I went to see her at our house lastSaturday she asked "How's therapy going?" and I said really well. She then said "No relapses then?" and I proudly said "None at all. It's really helped." She went silent.

I do appreciate big changes take time. I am hopeful that she will see them eventually. I'm just going to keep moving forward.

Yes she is up and down - that's how she is normally lol! Lots of mood swings.

I'm working on being stronger. I've bought new clothes, got a haircut recently, catching up on my hobbies/interests, reading.

I have ordered the Divorce Remedy book just now.