I guess in that light you are right CW. It just doesn’t seem like much compared to others on here.
Maybe I could have so help understanding something. I had really thought I had put these feelings behind me. There is a reason I changed my thread name to onward and upward. Cause most of the time that’s where it seems like I’m headed. Ever since the concert 1 week ago. We have had physical contact several times. A few hand on the backs a few front to front hug type back poppings. A hand massage here and there. A back rub last night. Which I may have accidentally later on a little thick. Maybe. I’m not sure. It’s so small. But it’s a good thing. And I feel like crap I actually got teary eyed earlier. It’s like an improvement makes me sad. I know this is a long road. And I’m only 2.5 months in. But it’s hard to be still.
R2C just saw yours so I’m editing this to reply.
She was wincing. Her back is in constant pain. She sat down beside me on porch. I just reached over and started. She was enjoying it (easy to tell). I worked my way down her her arm to her hand. I was there for a bit and then she said “I have to go put S in bed”. And got up and left. Whole massage lasted maybe 5 min. She didn’t initiate. I guess my bad
