I’m trying to keep my head level. Things have been going really well. As in really well. At the same time she Bd me and she still makes a conscious decision to not say I love you and she may be msging somebody else.
It’s hard to make those things mix in my head. I think I’m still failing at gal. I think I need to try harder. I’m also still too attached I think. That’s why there is so much angst I believe
