Anotherstander - I honestly didn't think anything of it when she asked me to hang out for the weekend but meeting new people at least it didn't cross my mind. We just talked and she knows my current situation. Yes, we are just friends - nothing more, we didn't try or do anything - she knows what I am going through and she respects that. I am probably trying to rip the "bandaid off," I know its going to hurt when the time comes and most likely be on a emotionally rollercoaster ride when facing reality. I try to tell myself to go day by day, gal, stay busy. Just some days I feel great and some days not so great. It just so happen that when I was out for the weekend I met some new people and I guess enjoyed the company.