I am sorry you’re feeling low and that you feel you somehow let PJ down. Grief takes time. I understand you wishing you could have been there, and done something.
Tad, you did do something. You were there to feed him and freely gave him security and love. You didn’t let him down.
An unfortunate random event happened, well beyond your control or ability to alter. You didn’t let him down
Grief takes time. Pour out whatever you need to, whatever you want to. I’m listening, and so are many other caring people.
Take care Tad.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
