Divorce because I betrayed her trust - I regret it

[DaB35]

It's hard because I'm worried she feels I don't care how she is - of course I do as I'm the one who's caused this damage. She is just so headstrong and stubborn it makes it harder (she's half-Scottish and a redhead!).

I have acknowledged what I've done. She is very sad about how it's ended, so isn't being nasty to me. I suppose that is a ray of light in all this.

I do wish we could R. However, if that does happen it may have to happen after D. I have to show her the new me. It will be difficult as we'll be living 40miles apart. But I am hoping we can still meet up and talk.

What are people's thoughts?