Thanks all.

I just hope he didn't suffer. Can't stand the thought of him being in pain.

Wish I could've been there for him. Maybe I could've got him to the vet.

I told him all the time that I had his back...told him that daily and I meant it. I really did.

I rushed home from work every day to make sure I was there to feed him because I didn't want to let him down. That was always a fear...letting him down.

I feel like I really let him down.

Currently:
M 57 XW 58
Sons 39,34,32,30

The Sitch:
Married 26 years
EA w/ OM 9/10
Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary)
Sep 12/10
She wants D 1/11
W files 5/11
D final 10/11
XW marries OM 6/13