I am horrified to see before me the depth of pain I have created.. how devastated you are now.. must have caused you so much distress.. inflicting such a trauma on you.. contributing to your feeling completely drained emotionally and physically
Dan, if I'm reading correctly--you looked at porn (like 98% of men and 73% of women in the past 6mo), asked two women for pics, sent a pic of her sister without permission, and kept this hidden. Is that all? I'm not trying to be snarky. You did wrong, but her reaction's strong, almost like you shared about your life with those women (emotional affair) or let your wife's sex life suffer (getting satisfaction elsewhere).
You hint at deeper issues. You ordered the wrong size part and she "had a go at you", and you escaped into porn. What did "having a go at you" entail? If it was excessive, did she apologize and make up?
