NO LETTERS. Do NOT send it. You can draft as many of these as you want, burn them and throw them in the trash or delete them.
I have never felt more strongly about any post I have made on this forum. If you want to argue why you should send it, go ahead and post here and I will try to respond.
There is a lot to unpack here. But if you want to earn back trust with your W, the only way to do that is through consistency in action. Words are empty at this point. This letter will dig you a much deeper hole, I can promise you that. It will be pored over and criticized to the Nth degree for everything it does or doesn't contain.
This all may sound harsh, but I firmly believe that this forum exists to help people and sometimes we need to strip away the politeness to really help. I'm sorry you are here, and I hope you keep posting. I've been here 4 months and this place has in many ways saved my life.
