I am so very sorry about PJ. He loved you unconditionally and he felt safe w/you and in your home. You took him in, fed him and made sure he had plenty of food and a warm place to stay for a bit. You may have helped him live a bit longer by being there for him.
Grieve the loss and one day, PJ will send another lost and hungry kitty your way.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
