A year on and standing

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There are certain days which you would feel the low and today is one such for me.

Down with a flu while dragging myself to work due to multiple important meetings for the day. Did not sleep well the night before as Son was having nightmares and woke me up couple of times. Coping with a knee injury too hence Jogging maybe out for a while. On the whole I'm sitting in front of my work desk stoning away till the next meeting.

Counting back if all is true that she had proceeded with the filing the previous week, I should be receiving the notification from my Lawyer this week as I told her to direct the application to my Lawyer. Upon that, I will commence my plan to pack up with my kids and move out of the current place over to my parents as per initially decided and terminate whichever joint support I am contributing for this home.

This morning on the way to work, the trip was silent with no conversation shared. There was the urge to tell her I will commence the above immediately but I held back. I don't want her to felt that she could get a reaction from me by tell me that she had proceeded last week. She always mentioned that we can be good friends even after we separated and etc. But I have something for her. The next time she mention that, I will tell her that once the process is done, I will see you no more than the mother of my children. Have you ever seen me still being good friends with my exes?