nice to hear from you. I hope you've given yourself enough time and space to be sure of your decision. I wish the best for you though no matter what you do.
Thanks ovrrnbw, I'm pretty much 100% on my decision. The more I've been on my own and had time for me to work through and get past all my emotions, the more I look back at her and just see her as this disgusting person for even putting me through it to begin with. She is no longer the woman I fell in love with and married, and is not someone I want involved in my life when I know I deserve better than that. It honestly sickens me to think that right up until BD I was trying to have a child with her.
Yes, I've had my faults but I am man enough to admit to them, and own them from day one and have been doing great at working on them. Mostly financial, in which I have set myself a strict timeline and budget and am moving along nicely right on track. And for that, I am extremely proud of myself. My life has mostly changed for the better since BD and it just took me some time to realize it.
M(32) W(30) Together 12yrs Married 2yrs ILYBNILWY 11/23/18 EA Discovered 3/20/19
In House separation 11/26/18 - 11/29/18 & 1/10/19-3/20/19 W Moved out 3/20/19 M Moved out 5/31/19 W Filed for D 3/3/2020
