AnotherStander,
Thanks for giving me hope. I know this is going to be a marathon and I've got to detach and find peace within myself. I've got to make myself happy and get back to doing things I enjoy. I need to remind myself that she is looking at me as a stranger and that she doesn't know what to do.

Spending time with my son this summer has been rewarding and I need to enjoy the time I have with him.