Hey Tony. Keep strong. Dont count the days. Accept that shes most likely not going to reach out. Accept that Tony needs to take care of Tony. You need to enjoy every moment of your life. Take a second and pay attention to your senses. What can you smell? What can you feel? What do you see? Thats living in the right now.

If you start thinking about her you will get anxious and sad. Just think of something else immediately or do something immediately to keep busy and keep your mind on yourself.

9 days is nothing. These feelings are fleeting.

M:16
T:21
H(me) 38
WW: 38
S11 D16 D19
Red Flags of A: March 2018
ILYBNILWY: August 4, 2018
Moved out of MBR: September 24, 2018
BD/Confirmation of A: October 31, 2018
D Filed: March 27, 2019