Just wanted to stop by and say thanks for all the advice the other night. It was golden advice. Nothing really to report. Just wanted to say hello. Been feelin super melancholy since concert. Things went well enough that it stirred up some stuff I was buryin. But it feels different now. More like I miss her. But there is acceptance mixed in. I look at her differently the last couple days. Been a little more pain than normal. But it’s more of a letting go pain. If that makes sense at all. Kinda like a saying goodbye type of pain. It’s really hard to describe. Maybe it’s finally acceptance. I don’t know. Gotta get done new GAL lined up. Work has been tough and school just started and S is not enjoying it lol.
