This week has been a little hard. I felt like I was detaching ok, slowly but surely but a rush of emotions came back. My D started school this week, 6th grader, and for the first time in which seems like forever we were all together again for a 2-3 hours at her school orientation. I guess it made me replay all these good memories we had together of taking our D to school for her first day and how happy we were. Its all hard to take in currently. I thought I was past that point because of how I felt betrayed and I am feeling so confused at this point. It feels like I take 2 steps forward and 5 steps back at times. I guess just us being together in one location brought too much memories but in reality everything is crumbling down.
Thanks for listening, more so, just jotting down what I am feeling currently because you guys understand what I am going through.
