Yes kml its happened a few times, throwing out of anger, punching steering wheel of stuck in traffic etc and I told him he should get out and sort himself out as I’m not having it anymore in front of the kids.
He has come back and told me any glimmer of hope has now gone and he’s not being spoken to like that!? So I just said that I’m not being treated like this anymore and I need to decide what I want.
We had an amazing time and he is looking for excuses again now. I did realise though while we were away that I am strong enough on my own to raise my children and that I deserve a lot better.
I have found peace in detaching, enjoying each day as I take it and coming to terms with being on my own if that’s what happens eventually.