R2C there was a couple times I made contact I felt nervous doing it. Then there was a couple times it felt totally natural
In the beginning of the show I felt really confident. I did what you said. I put my hand on her back. Les her to the shirts and bought her one. I was oozing confidence for a while. Towards the end of the show I started second guessing myself. She seemed like I might be making her uncomfortable. But we were in the pit and it was really hot and crowded in there
At the end if she had a bad time she didn’t let me know it.
She woke me up this morning cause I slept over my alarm. We talked for a second. She squeezed my foot on the way by the bed in an affectionate way. She left bedroom and I thought I might have heard her say ILY. But I’m very unsure of that cause my ears are ringin so bad today.
I had a great time last night. Part of it is regardless of W. Part of it is because of her. I would be naive if I say she has zero bearing in my mood. But I have made progress in that dept.
We did have a few very close moments
I really don’t know how to categorize last night
I’m in a weird funk today. Lol. Not sad. But not happy. It’s weird.
But I’m stayin true to the new thread name. Onward and upward!
