I know the feeling Oz. There are times when I feel like I am detaching pretty well than times I miss her so much. Just like today, we met up for lunch and talked about our D school clothing, supplies, pick up, drop off. etc. That's when I realize I still do really miss her so much but know she isn't the same person anymore.
Its definitely going to take time. No need to apologize, better to let us know than keeping it to yourself. There are so many great people in here that understands what we are going through and gives great insight and advice. My parents been together foreverrrrr - and all they tell me is why you still thinking about her when she cheated on you? I tell her it's not that easy to just forget but they are so old school, they don't understand where I am at. That is why I come on and vent, ask questions, & journal here.
There was a quote I ran across today, I forgot where I saw it but it states "Your taste in people will change when you learn to love yourself." So many thoughts ran through my head but in the end what comes to mind is working on myself to become a better, confident person no matter what the future brings. And from what I can tell, you are doing a great job at it.
