Concert was awesome!!! ....she didn’t pull away either. She was chatty on the way home. She didn’t act bothered by anything I did.
I believe this is a good sign. Keep your positive changes going.
Can you re-frame your experience for me? IE how do you feel about your behavior.
That is a good question.
You say you feel like superhuman right now. You have to be careful that these endorphins aren’t only because they are yielding positive responses from your W. It needs to be because you feel so good about yourself right now. And if your W was yo stop with the positive response, you would still feel awesome because the changes you are making are for you