Hang in there Tony. I remember the day I emptied my bedroom closet of XH’s stuff. It was tough but I couldn’t let it sit there any longer as it just reminded me that he wasn’t there. Now I barely remember what it was like to have his stuff in there. Keep doing what you are doing. It WILL get better. I promise it will. The sun will shine again. You will reconnect with old friends and meet new ones. The pain will lessen. You will one day look back and have a hard time remembering how upset you were. Have faith. Believe that you will laugh and love again. It will happen but you just have to get through this part first. Keep posting. Know that you are not alone and there are many people on here who have survived and thrived after BD. GAL and work on your PMA. It will pay off in the end. (((HUGS)))
