What were the self-sabotaging urges? Did you struggle at all with wanting to be alone and therefore secure vs being in a relationship and the vulnerability associated with it?
kml - thanks for your input as well. I am trying to put some internal conflict at ease and all responses help.
H(37) W(35) D8, D5, S3 T20, M13 BD 8/31/18 EA Discovered 9/13/18 Mediation 10/3/18 W files for D 10/12/18 W moves out 11/10/18 EA confirmed 12/25/18 D Final 1/10/19