Thanks guys. There is a lot of really great advice here. You guys really are kick a$$!
I don’t really know her love language R2C. Maybe........ words of affirmation then acts of service. I don’t really know
I know she thinks very little of herself. She is self loathing.
What I can’t get over is. How much I’m actually starting to enjoy this journey. How messed up does that sound. I’m learning about myself. I’m bettering myself. I’m taking time for myself. I’m starting to enjoy my life. This is nuts.
And in doing all this. My W seems like she is thinking “this guy is different”. And if she doesn’t bite and decides to go. Her loss! This really is crazy. It’s like every day I get off work it’s “how awesome can I be and how much fun can I have today “.
I’m starting to see the value in me as well. I’m not a bad guy. I’ve got crap to work on. But I’m WORTH having.
Do you know how much this has helped my cancer journey? Aside from living healthy. I can’t control it. It will be what it will be
Total side note. Please don’t take this as actual.
I feel like I could conquer the world right now. Is that a bad thing?
I’m pumped for tomorrow night. Regardless how it goes
