Lost

[SoTorn]

The first thing I noticed my EXWW did in March 2018 was shave down there. I had asked her to do that previously and she wouldnt and then bam one day she did. Huge red flag and I was right about her cheating.

Beforehand, she was doing that maybe once every 3-4 weeks but than all of a sudden after this camping trip she got back from. She started going over there every week after the BD but before heading out she would shave all the time, put on makeup, get dressed and stuff, so everything wasn't added up. Too many red flags, and crazy to say my assumption was correct.

Im sorry you are going through this. You will be ok. I am D now. I found a wonderful and stunningly gorgeous new gf. She treats me like a god. All action and zero talk. Shows me I matter. I feel fortunate that all this pain led me to this woman. There are plenty of fish in the sea and plenty that wont trat you kike garbage.

I tell myself I'll be ok but that's just me trying to stay positive through everything. I mean I'm sure it will just still so fresh and how she moved on so quickly makes it hurt much more especially since we met this past Friday to get the papers notarized and turned it, no signs of remorse or anything - if anything she seemed happier to finally get this done and over with so she can "officially" be with OM.

I am very happy that you found someone that treats you like you should Sotorn, I truly am. And yeah, the pain that you had to bear that led you to this woman is a blessing in disguise. I don't want to go out and find another woman as of now but at the same time, it feels like that is what I am missing - companionship. If another woman does come into my life naturally, I'm definitely not going to fight it though. It's just for the past, 10+ years I had a routine and now this happened - feels like a missing puzzle piece.

My EXWW dis not show a drop of remorse. If anything she was sorry she was caught and thats it. I advise not to date until you are ready. I honestly wasnt looking for a new relationship. I just wanted to meet new people men and women. My GF went through the same thing and that is how our paths crossed. We ended up meeting with zero intention on dating. Just by chance we ended up a very good match. Shes younger but we have quite a bit in common. Its nice having someone that communicates. Im blown away at what I was dealing with in my MR for no reason. This new relationship really put into perspective how poorly I was treated by my EXWW throughout the entire MR.