As for the original post, do you think this is enough pain to keep your eyes open and be the thing that really drives you to change? It sounds like you've begun, but sustaining those changes is the true challenge. No matter what happens with this woman you love and are wanting to get back, that is the most important thing you will do. Have you made a plan to keep the good going?
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
