Yeah, I'm really trying to mentally let her go. I have been able to stay no contact for going on 5 days now, but it's been really hard. She hasn't tried reaching out at all, but I know it's coming. Every time in the past when I've gone dark (even for a day or two) she's reached out. This is probably the longest we've gone our whole relationship without contact.
What's driving me the most crazy right now, is all her stuff is still here. She literally packed an overnight bag in June and left everything else. I've already taken down all of our pictures, but the sheer amount of stuff you accumulate over 10 years makes it difficult to put her stuff away.
