Good luck with the outreach counselling program director position. It sounds like a wonderful fit for you.
You and Jack also seem to be a wonderful fit to each other’s lives. The last post was much freer and forward looking, if that makes any sense. I believe that is the first time you’ve actually typed “I really do love him”. It is also wonderful (wow three “wonderful”s in one post, I’m going to need to get a thesaurus) to see you talking about you and Jack, We, and Us, being blessed and going forward.
Word choice aside, it is the underling feeling that you conveyed. I am very happy for you. And I am glad you’re passed your age hang-up / concern / fear.
Have a wonderful weekend. (Oh four of them)
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.