Wow, that's a hard spot to be in brother. I think, her telling you she is suicidal, is if huge concern. I would reach out to make sure she is ok.
DBing is way less important than, seeing if she needing to get help.
It looks like that fantasy is crashing, and reality is hitting like a ton of bricks. Looking back on all the damage WS cause is probably as hard as a LBS being hit with BD.
Keep posting.
M:37 W:37 T:11 M:10 S17, S13, S10, S4 BD:06/28/17 OM confirmed 07/20/17 Recon the M 10/29/17 Working hard:2gether
Onward and forward
This process is not a sprint it's a marathon! Patience, Patience, Patience.
