Wow Leo, that last post was really well said. The part where you wrote about the mixed emotions of seeing her:both disgust and love. I am at a similar point. I still love my W very much, but her current actions and behaviors are alien and are very unattractive to me. Maybe we love our old W who may still be in there somewhere or maybe the old W is gone for good. I guess only time will tell. But let’s not halt our lives to find out. Wishing you the best buddy.
Yeah my old W would have never done this to me especially cheated while we are going through this mess. She was so faithful, sincere, genuine, etc - I'm trying to drop the rope slowly but I still have some fingers on it that wont let go just yet because I know she is gone, the aliens have abducted her and she is a completely different person. Lately, just been talking more to friends and they play a huge role in supporting me and keeping my head above water. I wish you the best as well Hallzy9. Hope everything works out for the best!
