Wow Leo, that last post was really well said. The part where you wrote about the mixed emotions of seeing her:both disgust and love. I am at a similar point. I still love my W very much, but her current actions and behaviors are alien and are very unattractive to me. Maybe we love our old W who may still be in there somewhere or maybe the old W is gone for good. I guess only time will tell. But let’s not halt our lives to find out. Wishing you the best buddy.