Feeling lost, scared and still fighting it... why?

[Turbine]

Finished the pile of branches with my friend in time for them to go on vacation. Won't be waiting for him when they get back. Plus in my book.

Got the extension, so end of September.

Found out my FOID has been suspended. Fire arm card in Illinois. Very annoyed with multiple parties right now. Just annoyed with them. I'd like to know why and who. Who only to the extent where I can tell them thank you and good bye. Even Mahal. That scared and untrusting... on top of the rest. That would take more growing by me. I want to... seeing different from her would be good too.

Guns are tools. Safe handling requires a certain knowledge and to do so well requires a level of proficiency. Like driving a forklift or a manual transmission.

My sister is being annoying. Not intending to but its her phrasing. "I need" almost always instead of less demanding word choices. I have enough in front of me and plenty of plates on sticks on my own.