Steve your right. That’s what I was saying. My perspective has been way off. I’ve got much more work to do on detaching and rope dropping. Let her go to get her back. Or let her go and she doesn’t come back. Either way I’ve got to let her go. I have also realized that just like my M can’t be fixed over night neither can I It’s gonna take some work
I’m not interested in another woman. It’s about working on my flirting and turning a gal on skills. It’s gonna take practice and I want to have some game when I’m interacting with W. Plus it’s a confidence booster
I’m going to get into IC
TB. you are right too. The way yesterday went really helped me put my situation into the proper perspective. I really do get it now. I’ve got to let go. And what a perfect time to improve myself. Right now.
Sandi
Your first question. Her demeanor after her vent was very apologetic. She didn’t realize how much time had passed. She found out that a new coworker who she has been training and is very lazy and a slob is making way more money than her. And she works very hard. She has always felt useless and like she has no skills. She has become very good at her job and took pride in it. Now she feels like she is not worth as much as she thought. When she was about to cry at the end of the three hours she actually reached out to hug me for a second. Then she realized what she was doing and changed her body movements to try to hide what she almost done.
I didn’t expect sex last night anniversary or no. It’s her time of the month
I have no idea what determines my moods
I actually expected what happened. So my expectations were met exactly. I guess I was just hopeful. I knew it was a slim chance though
Thanks for the advice guys. I have spent a lot of time thinking about it.
