Im sorry.. None of us asked for this yet we are here-- all I can say is It will continue to get better especially as you grieve the loss and find forgiveness Your H actions have little to do with you- I saw my XH leave and create a much worse life with his OW than he had with me..it is something in them and you will probably see it as time moves on..It was never you-
Hang in there--
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
