So I just wanted to give you guys a GAL update. Friday I went to dentist with THAT pain. (You know how it feels). So just veged Friday night. Saturday I woke up with the flu. But it was like the fast flu cause I was feeling better that evening. Before I could come up with a GAL. W suggested we go buy some frisbees and take S and the dogs to the park. Couldnt help it that sounded pretty fun. We had a very good time
This morning feeling recovered fully I got up early and did my run. Which I’m really starting to enjoy. Got back. Cooked a late breakfast with the W then was out the door to help a buddy on his 69 truck. Really enjoyed hangin out with him he’s becoming a good friend. I realized I wasn’t thinkin about W too much and just enjoying myself
Got back we both cleaned house (equal amount). So I’m not bein a doormat!!
She wanted to get out of house for a bit to pick up some stuff we needed. So I offered to stay home with S so she could get some air. She’s bringing supper home
I accidentally called her “babe”. Waited for some sort of backlash but nothing so that’s cool. We are getting along better than ever. She dropped a few compliments which is ) nice
I haven’t paid this much attention to MYSELF in years I’m actually enjoying it. I have actually realized I’m gonna be OK no matter what. I want her. But I don’t NEED her. HOW ABOUT THAT.
Her moods have little affect over me so when she does get sour (which is rare). It doesn’t really affect me
I can just see Steve telling me “I told you so” lol. Hopefully I haven’t frustrated you guys too bad lol
I feel like I’m in a good spot. If she said she’s moving out and nothing has changed. I could handle it like a man. With dignity and in total control of my emotions
I actually have a desire to GAL now. It’s less of a struggle. And I’m enjoying the prospect of finding new things
I’m still struggling on figuring out how to make myself more attractive though. Ditto on the seducing side too
