I just don’t know how I can continue onward after the disrespect and after her actions. I’ll admit that maybe earlier on I was a bit in denial. She used to be such an honest and caring person that I had so much trouble believing she was in an A. Even with all the red flags I chose to believe that she was just texting her friends who were girls. Seeing her with old hookup confirmed for me that she was having at least EA while we still lived together.
If I had proof when she still lived here, I would have instantly kicked her out. I dont tolerate things like that and I think she was so undercover about it because she knew it would have been bad news for her if I had found out.
LH honestly man I don’t want anything to do with her right now. I don’t want to treat her with coldness but it is going to take a lot of effort for me to act with PMA around her now. I have lost all respect I once had for her and unless she has drastic changes I don’t think her image will ever be restored with me.
While I planned on filing tomorrow I have decided I need to at least have have my lawyer look over the paperwork as I don’t want to have any errors. We will see how that goes, thanks!
