My best advice would be to heal you feel the pain stop looking at the cell get some therapy and work toward letting him go
You can stand for as long as you like while letting him truely go
This is the best way to see if there is a chance for reconciliation Because he can probably still feel your energy focusing on him, he will be more inclined to continue
wish him well and let goooo now the focus is on you what goals do you have what hobbies what do you enjoy is there a way to connect with a group, church, cause, temple, meetings in your area that would add to your life new friendships volunteer
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