Welp a new day came around and I still feel the same. Talked to my buddy who is in the legal system and printed all the court documents for filing divorce. Started filling them out but getting a little to tired to focus. Spoke with my older brother, who is like a father figure to me. He also had a WW when he was younger who abandoned their son and moved to a different country with her OP, which didn’t last. He reinforced that he supported me filing.
Felt a lot of sadness reading the court papers about child custody. But this isn’t what I wanted. I do not see the point continuing this sitch in its current state. W acts like an unrecognizable person and I very much doubt she will ever look inward and do the work required to deal with her issues. Because of this, I am moving on with my life. Good luck all.