Husband left for the second time - 9

[Jim1234]

Nicole, there is that! I guess I needed to look a little harder to see the silver lining!

I think most of us probably have health issues due to the stress we are experiencing, I just think yours is more extreme than most. I suspect most of don't even realize the effects stress is having on our bodies. You say you wish you were strong enough..... See, the thing is, most of us on here who have known your story from the beginning KNOW you're strong enough. Look at all that you've accomplished, and how far you've come. I wish you could see what we see. YOU ARE STRONG.

I'm longer going to give dating advice, considering how it's worked out for me, but I think you will get there in your own time.