Wowwee big development.

It’s my weekend without S. I decided to go out to a club with a buddy of mine from my hockey team. And guess who I saw at the club. No surprise but W was there. With some of her friends and a guy she was hooking up with when we broke up for a few months about 5 years ago.

I don’t care about the guy. I care that it’s her weekend with our S and she decides to pawn him off to grandma while she goes out blacking out till 2am. There have been times I drop S off and it looks like she just woke up at 1pm. I am a mixture of anger and disappointment right now. Her priorities revolve around her A and binge drinking at the moment. A big difference from her normal moral compass. The WWness is strong and I am angry. I plan on filing on Monday and I don’t want it to be an easy way out. I want to pay her less than I am and to have my son more than I do currently.

I am shocked that she chooses to go out and get black out drunk while our S is supposed to be under her care. These events have cemented the idea that I don’t want this unrecognizable person in my life. Just so disappointed at this point. Thanks guys


Me: 26 W:26
T:6 M:1 S: 1
BD: 3/26/19
DBing: 4/12/19
Separation: 5/20/19
I filed: 8/7/19