Thanks AS it feels a little strange flirting with my ring on. But I can see how it would be a confidence booster
TB I’m not interested in any other women atm. But I’m sure there are a lot of great ones out there. I shouldn’t be interested in anyone else but myself right now right?
R2C. My intentions are to build confidence and get some skills in the flirting and turning a woman on dept
STEVE. Thank you sir. I want my W back. I really miss her. But unless something really significant happens I don’t see myself posting a lot more about her I think this is because I finally get I have no control over my M right now. The ball is in her court. I can’t control her. And trying to control the situation is just painful and humiliating. So I have a couple options. Keep trying to influence and sway her and beat my head against a wall. Or work on me and enjoy me and enjoy S and focus on my work and fixing my flaws and become a man I never thought I could be.
The second prospect actually seems pretty exciting. The first one seems exhausting (not to mention it hurts my chances of recon anyways)
You posted something once about controlling your own destiny is liberating. I’m starting to feel that way. And I’m not gonna lie I’m pretty pumped.
I hope she finds her way back. But that’s up to her. Not me. I’m just gonna be a light house (a kick a$$ sexy alpha nothing can hurt me lighthouse)
Ps: I think the only thing controlling my destiny right now is this darn toothache. Ugh. I gotta call a dentist. LOL
