Other than backing off and working out, what else should I be doing? How should I act around him? Friendly? Distant? Like everything is okay? Limit affection? Not make love? Should I still call him the pet names I always have? I have a hard time hiding my anger. Because I don't really know what to say, My anger doesn't cause me to yell at him or insult him. I just don't say anything at all. It hurts so darn bad. He goes on like nothing is wrong at all. Not a care in the world. At least his outward appearance seems to be his conscience isn't bothered in the least. I feel less lost but am still so unsure. I was able to get ahold of a few books yesterday but have not had time today to do any reading.
