I understand how it made her feel and i truly regret it, we just can’t seem to get over it and i can’t seem to earn her forgiveness. To me it isn’t as bad as cheating because i was on the same meds for a few months and started noticing adverse affects from it, so it came from a place if concern about her and us, and partly me trying to blame our problems on the meds. My friend told her while it was petty it wasn’t anything we couldn't get over same with communication. She said the doctor thing was her deal breaker
