I really don’t know how to work on them, there was also another problem she had, one where i hurt her really bad, i don’t really want to go into detail. I didn’t cheat or anything but the hurt was just as bad. My friend told her that all these things were bad but could be overlooked. In addition to being unable to stay with any changes or promises i have difficulty listening or paying attention, no matter how hard i try. I want everything to become second nature to me but i just can’t seem to do it, i also want to earn her forgiveness but idk if she can forgive me. She says i act like everything's fine and i act like nothing happened. To be completely honest, and i’m not trying to use this as a scapegoat, but i think i may actually have ADHD. My parents always wondered if i might have, due to behaviors and things i did, it as well as a few doctors and the counselor i’ve been going to asked if i was ever diagnosed with it, i didn’t even bring up the possibility of it before.
