Just now realizing how horrible 2019 has been, i’ve had all these problems with my marriage before the year even started and it’s only gotten worse. I had a car crash in february that almost killed me and totaled my car, couldn’t go back to work for several months and lost a great job making a lot of money due to me not being able to return within a certain time frame, getting put at fault for the accident by the insurance companies, i had to get a lawyer involved because it wasn’t my fault in any way. And now to top it off my marriage, the one thing i would want to save out of everything, looks like it’s gone and done for. The scary part to me is that it isn’t even august yet, there’s still almost half a year left for things to get even worse if at all possible...i’m not meaning to be a downer, just realized a few moments ago what all happened this year and how they’ve all been horrible