Thank you for connecting the threads, i didn’t know how to. And it’s so hard to because it’s so not in my nature, she always said i need to be the man but i never fully knew how, same with commanding respect. I know everyone is giving me good advice but i’m not sure how to actually do it or to make sure i keep doing it. I do want to be a man and be respected, i care too much though. Plus it’s always been hard for me to fully grasp a concept that i’m not used to, i’m sorry i’m being so difficult
