It’s ok to vent and I can understand you wanting to bash his face in sometimes. I also understand why you still love him.
Once he moves out things will get so much easier for you. In his mind he believes he can have you back whenever he wants. Unfortunately they have a sixth sense on whether you’re still attached or not.
Thanks for understanding and for the encouragement LH19.
I’m praying things get easier when he leaves and I don’t have to look at his face everyday and watch him walk around like everything is ok. He tries to carry on like things are great between us. I guess things are great for him...or so he thinks.
And I know for a fact he thinks he can have me back whenever he wants. He better hope that his plan works and that all his dreams come true when he runs from a life that served him well to the unknown.
Because he’s walking away...he’s running...and I will NEVER forget it.
So yea, he better pray to the high heavens that it all works out in his favor.
God somedays I still find it hard to believe that the responsible loving husband I used to have has turned into an emotionally immature man toddler.
Original BD: 10/26/2017 PA: 10/2017 - 11/2017 Second BD: 09/15/2018 Currently: IHS M: 42 H: 45 S: 22 lives on his own D: 18 away at college S: 15 still lives at home - the only child we share together
