LH : ya I kinda screwed the pooch there. I actually said “I’ll always be there for you. Even if it’s 10 years from now and you have a husband and kids and you need somebody to talk to”. (Slapping myself in the face very hard)

TB : chicken dinner!! I’m becoming a new Oz. That’s all she is gonna see

Steve: ok thanks. That darn rope is REALLY hard to let go of. But something did click. But you are right. It’s like I’m covertly still trying to save my M. Bet she can still smell the stench too. It’s like I’m actually sabotaging all the slack she has given me by still pressuring a little. She hasn’t moved anything forward I should feel lucky

I can’t control her (repeating in head 1000 times)

AS: alright. I’m on it. Thank you. I’m gonna GAL. I won’t post on here unless something very significant happens. Or to tell you about an awesome GAL I did with nothing else attached for the next 2 days

Thanks guys

Ps: is most of the save your M after BD on the internet a load of crap?


Me 32. W. 30
T 10 years M 8
S 8

Bd 5-31-19