Ohhh. My brother in law works at the same job as my wife. He has been there 18 years. He told me that the guy I’m kinda worried about at her job is divorced. He has a kid about the same age as our S. And he is single he is also the guy that W has told me less about than any of her other coworkers.
It doesn’t mean anything. It just means I learned he is divorced. But I also know that my W has had no time for a PA. And it could be nothing. It could be something. But my brain is probably making stories
Ok. Time to get to work on my not spiraling skills. And my story stopping skills. I’m going to sit here with for a min. Swim in it. Realize there is nothing I can do about it. Forget about it and keep getting ready for work.
This is still hard. But it seems a touch easier than the last time I hit a slump.
I think I’m gaining
Mornin Steve.
On the FZ thing and getting out of it. How does that mix with DBing? Like when you say “getting out of the R all together” do you mean just ending it for good and getting Dd?
Or does it mean I am just DBing so hard and GALing like crazy and there is no time for R unless she wants one?
Or is that what would make her take me out if the FZ?
I just would like a little clarification on that please.
Either way I’m really excited about my breakthrough this weekend. I don’t know what changed inside. But something did. I’m really excited to feel a little growth. I’m actually READY to work on myself
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